[eleven]☆Three Mistakes.

♪ Currently Listening to Breathe Me by Sia

☆ Inspiration of the Day. I don’t have one today.

"Be my friend
Hold me
Wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up and breathe me♪"
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Wow. Today pretty much sucked. End of story. Nahh jk. Haha. I’m not gonna pull one of those again….yet. But no pictures today. forgot the camera at home. So last night, I seriously slept at about 4. And woke up at 8 to go to work. Mistake Number ONE. Wendy + no sleep = beeyotch. No lie. I am the worst person without sleep. So that means, if a customer was rude to me, remember. Act like you want to be treated right? So I treated them the way they acted. What a jerk right?  Well Asians would drive YOU crazy too. Goshhh So ridiculous today. I can’t even text during work. So it’s just like asking for a horrible day at the start. But it’s my fault for staying up so late. I was asking for it.

"Help
I have done it again
I have been here many times before ♪"
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After work, I decided to get a haircut. Just a trim to maintain my healthy tresses. I was so hesitant to do this because I’ve never had anyone actually cut my hair to my liking. I ended up going to this asian lady. Mistake number two. I asked for two inches on the bottom. Do NOT touch the bangs. I’m trying to GROW my layers. Just trim off the split ends. So in ASIAN Haircutters it means, “do what ever you want, just keep it long.” Sooo two inches happened to turn into FOUR inches. And not touching the layers meant, fix them up even SHORTER. Also, my longest layers are now a STRAIGHT LINE. So i look like a freaking mop head. Fuck you. Once I got home, I busted out my scissors and tried to fix it as much as I could without cutting it too short. It doesn’t even deserve a picture. My hair will be growing so I can Locks of Love it now. What sucks about haircuts is that it gives you a lot of time to think. And all I could think of were people and how I haven’t talked to them, and how much I MISSED them. But it’s my fault that I haven’t been talking to you guys. I miss you.

"Hurt myself again today and the worst part is
there's no one else to blame ♪"
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Okayy. On to home. I faxed my dmv paper for my permit to my Dad today and take my PERMIT test tomorrow. I helluh studied for this too. But silly me, I forgot to pre-signup for driving lessons. Mistake number three. Great. So now I have to wait another week. I was so upset. That was seriously the last straw for me. When I got home from piano, i just took a nap. Silly me. Now I can’t sleep.

asdkjflasdjflaksdjf;a. I just talked to a friend. He doesn’t seem so well right now and doesn’t want to talk. I feel horrible not able to do anything. It makes me feel helpless. I just need to know that you’re doing alright. A sincere ‘I’m totally okay’ or at least just talk to me. Cause right now I feel like crap. I just wish i was able to do something. I want you to feel better okay? I know there’s something wrong. alksjdfalksdj; I just want NEED to talk to someone right now. I want my brother. I miss you so muchhhh. I just want to know how you’re doing or something. Or some pathetic story about you just to make me feel better. I miss talking to you. I miss the times you would drive to my house at night just to give me a hug. I need a hug right now. I need your hug. :(

"Be my friend
Hold me
Wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up and breathe me."
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Mistake number one, two, three strikes, I’m out. ~wendychann